I’m done

Wanna run, wanna drive far away, but don’t really wanna go anywhere, cos’ you know that anywhere you’d feel the same as you feel cos’ this feeling’s stucks in your head and I see your eyes again and I faint as I fade away…

Forever we said, and forever you’d forget that we were never supposed to cross that line again… cos’ it was not an option, it has never been an option and it will never be so, so stop pretending your soul is empty, before my mind goes off, and, for sure, forever does.

And again, I miss you, but this note’s just an excuse to let myself fade into dark and watch my heart falling apart, as I finally can dress my darkest clothes and write my name in pain red blood so please simply fuck off.

I won’t say I’m sorry as my fingers cross deceptively so coldy, don’t worry, I hope I’ll be okay, I’ll let you go your way, but, someway, I can still swear that this fucking feeling will manage to stay… can you say the same? Don’t lie… I’m done. Yeah.